Phew, such a tiring but happening day for me..class till about 3pm (supposely till 6.3opm), went to pyramid AGAIN and met up with my cousin. UNexpectedly, he brought his friends, his first question, " Where is your boyfriend? "..I was stunt..the main reason? I did not expect him to bring his gang along..of course it did not strike my mind to ask my bf along..gosh..there must be some miscommunication somewhere..anyway, clicked quite well with his friends, Darrel, Michael, Na reen( they address her as darling..haha)..all within 18 to 20 years old..including me. I had KFC for dinner. I am suppose to fast!! But then..haiz..sorry dear(referring to lovely "Bambi" =P)..I felt so bad..( Jen Jen..you cant be trusted! Gosh)
Reached home about 12 am..I actually enjoyed the whole night messaging. Who??? Haha..my mum..(missing her already ..=( )..My mum, she is so cute, especially those questions she asked me today..funny!! ) Other than my loving mum, of course my dear. I felt so bad..made him waited for me the whole night as he wanted to make sure I arrived home safe, how I wish I can give him a nice big hug..haha..
Actually, during my outing today, I saw 3 guys, all of them wearing the same T-shirt. My ex had the shirt as well. It actually reminded me of him. It was a white T shirt with red and yellow strips. I think red for the collar and some red on the sleeves. I have no idea how is he now, just hope that everything is fine for him. Anyway, past remain as past..I am happy with my present life. =) Learn from my past, and never repeat my mistakes( referring to my bad attitudes, dear David knows me best! =P) Precisely, I have to admit I am a stubborn girl, ego, perhaps with some pride as well..bad bad. So many things happened, within these few months. 360 degrees change for me, my life, my thoughts..a lot..In fact, I actually told myself that I won't blog again..as when I used to blog, it is mostly about sad happenings, about my deep thoughts where I do not have chance to tell them directly to someone, I wrote everything here. When I think again, why should I make my life so pathetic. Somehow, I realised, my life remain as my life...it's my life!!! Why restrict myself from blogging because of one person? Right? Again, I log in, start writing nonsense and crapping again..( Gosh, wonder what would my dear think if he reads my blog, I think it's like a 5 year old kid blogging to him, he can write really good articles, proud of him! Muahaha, unlike me =( . However, I enjoy myself writing in this way, sort of talking to myself..scary?? XD
It's getting late, so many things in my mind I wanted to share, but I dont have time to really write.. maybe one day..one day..when? No idea..=p . Seriously, I really need to thank David for what I am today, he has been guiding me a lot in my life. He made a lot of changes to my life, taught me about life..Life is definitely not easy, but I am blessed to have him. Since the beginning, I gave him a lot of problems, small and big, but not even once he complained..not even once!! He was always by my side when I have problems, giving me warmth, care, love..almost unconditional love..I feel his care for me, every second..how I feel my world is full of happiness and care..^^ Thanks dear! I wish, I can make him happy each day, sharing his burdens like how he shares mine. Every little things in relationship matters..to my friends out there, don't neglect those small little things. It plays an important role as it shows how much you care, how much u love. * love*
Hmm, I have to stop here, still have to study. Will come back later in few days time to update my life! =) Wonder how is Xin Yan doing nowadays..Shin Yu, Yee Lin...miss them..Wish them all the best! Hugs for them as well. :)
p/s: Thank you dear, you have been part of my life! I treasure you! XOXO(Still thinking whether should I tell you that I updated my blog..=P)
2 comments:
now i dunno ur dear is referring to who =.= hahaha.. nvm im glad dat u r happy ^^ *hugsss*
First of all, you have been sharing my burdens. Though there's nothing you can do much. At least you have been there all night to listen to me. It helps alot. I am glad you could feel my love.I still want to be by your side all the time when you have problems, giving you warmth, love and care...almost to unconditional love.
It is your life, and our relationship is your relationship as well. Never ever let ur past restricts you from loving with all your heart and soul. Open your heart. You realized your problems, especially your character and attitudes. You have the intention to change and improve yourself. Good. But you need to make the first move to make it happen, that is, to take action. Pray that you will have the strength and courage to make those good changes in your life in a long term. Be faithful and be strong in this relationship. Prove it, show it and do it.
Body without soul is dead
Faith without work is dead
intention without action is also dead.
David Yuen
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