Oh my GOsH!! Exam is getting nearer..less than 3 weeks...panic panic..but why am I here, if I know I don't have much time, why would I blog now..haha..perhaps I have the intention, but there is no action to study =P NO no..just THE FEEL..the feel to blog..maybe I am starting to get some special powers as well, "THE FEEL" ( didn't know that I can crap like this...hopefully I won't get 'screwed up' by dear David >> panic-ing)
Actually I had headache since morning..felt better after nap, maybe the weather is too hot. ( Dear, dear..when are you bringing me to Canada? I want to be the next Tinkerbell next year..muahaha..I want snow..>> referring to Janice!)
Precisely, I dont have anything important to share on my blog. If anyone reading this blog is quite busy, perhaps you can close this window now..haha..(=.=!!) Recently, I am actually quite happy. After many things happened around me recently ( mentally, referring to things I have to think carefully) , perhaps this is the sign whereby I have already really open my heart . Maybe I am already a different person compared to last time, but then at least I think I have change to a better person in terms of view and knowledge. (Thanks to my dear! =D)Today, I just got to know about a new hormone>> Pheromone..It is a kind of hormone which attracts the opposite sex. It will give you the comfortable feeling or attraction to the person who has sprayed some of this hormone on his/ her body.It might lure you into telling personal things about yourself or into certain " extreme activities", mostly used in clubs and work place.When I got to know about it, I feel that the world is getting more and more dangerous nowadays..no one can really be trusted based on human characters and the worst, creation of these kind of "product" . If anyone wants to know more, perhaps you can google on it. ( I have not done my research yet, can't tell much for now..=P) By the way, this hormone can be found in certain perfumes. I have to keep one point in mind forever which is not to trust anyone easily! To my friends as well, don't trust stranger easily..as you will never know, what is in their mind. THE WORLD IS REALLY DANGEROUS! ( Is it still safe for "small kid"like me? Should I move to other planet? haha)
I think I have to stop here( mood of blogging suddenly dissappear because of my law..worrying now..oh no!) Before I end my blog, I want to leave a few messages for my friends.
To :
My dear David->
You better take care!!! Better don't get sick before exam, it will cause you a lot of trouble. Drink more water and rest well. NO excuses!! Study hard for coming exam!=D
My Dear dear Janice->
Wish you all the best in your new relationship. A new beginning for you. Hope that you will find your own happiness. Remember to take care too! All the best in your studies. =)
The cute cute Elaine->
How's life recently? Hope to chat with you more often. Don't work too hard. remember to take care. ^^ Miss you~~
The one I am thinking of this second, SHin YU!!-> How are you recently?? Miss you la..Long time didn't shop together. You must be enjoying your holidays right now. Take care. =P
That's all the messages..all readers..have a nice day! (Thanks for being patient while reading this blog! Haha--again..syok sendiri =.=!!)
Monday, November 10, 2008
Sunday, November 2, 2008
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Phew, such a tiring but happening day for me..class till about 3pm (supposely till 6.3opm), went to pyramid AGAIN and met up with my cousin. UNexpectedly, he brought his friends, his first question, " Where is your boyfriend? "..I was stunt..the main reason? I did not expect him to bring his gang along..of course it did not strike my mind to ask my bf along..gosh..there must be some miscommunication somewhere..anyway, clicked quite well with his friends, Darrel, Michael, Na reen( they address her as darling..haha)..all within 18 to 20 years old..including me. I had KFC for dinner. I am suppose to fast!! But then..haiz..sorry dear(referring to lovely "Bambi" =P)..I felt so bad..( Jen Jen..you cant be trusted! Gosh)
Reached home about 12 am..I actually enjoyed the whole night messaging. Who??? Haha..my mum..(missing her already ..=( )..My mum, she is so cute, especially those questions she asked me today..funny!! ) Other than my loving mum, of course my dear. I felt so bad..made him waited for me the whole night as he wanted to make sure I arrived home safe, how I wish I can give him a nice big hug..haha..
Actually, during my outing today, I saw 3 guys, all of them wearing the same T-shirt. My ex had the shirt as well. It actually reminded me of him. It was a white T shirt with red and yellow strips. I think red for the collar and some red on the sleeves. I have no idea how is he now, just hope that everything is fine for him. Anyway, past remain as past..I am happy with my present life. =) Learn from my past, and never repeat my mistakes( referring to my bad attitudes, dear David knows me best! =P) Precisely, I have to admit I am a stubborn girl, ego, perhaps with some pride as well..bad bad. So many things happened, within these few months. 360 degrees change for me, my life, my thoughts..a lot..In fact, I actually told myself that I won't blog again..as when I used to blog, it is mostly about sad happenings, about my deep thoughts where I do not have chance to tell them directly to someone, I wrote everything here. When I think again, why should I make my life so pathetic. Somehow, I realised, my life remain as my life...it's my life!!! Why restrict myself from blogging because of one person? Right? Again, I log in, start writing nonsense and crapping again..( Gosh, wonder what would my dear think if he reads my blog, I think it's like a 5 year old kid blogging to him, he can write really good articles, proud of him! Muahaha, unlike me =( . However, I enjoy myself writing in this way, sort of talking to myself..scary?? XD
It's getting late, so many things in my mind I wanted to share, but I dont have time to really write.. maybe one day..one day..when? No idea..=p . Seriously, I really need to thank David for what I am today, he has been guiding me a lot in my life. He made a lot of changes to my life, taught me about life..Life is definitely not easy, but I am blessed to have him. Since the beginning, I gave him a lot of problems, small and big, but not even once he complained..not even once!! He was always by my side when I have problems, giving me warmth, care, love..almost unconditional love..I feel his care for me, every second..how I feel my world is full of happiness and care..^^ Thanks dear! I wish, I can make him happy each day, sharing his burdens like how he shares mine. Every little things in relationship matters..to my friends out there, don't neglect those small little things. It plays an important role as it shows how much you care, how much u love. * love*
Hmm, I have to stop here, still have to study. Will come back later in few days time to update my life! =) Wonder how is Xin Yan doing nowadays..Shin Yu, Yee Lin...miss them..Wish them all the best! Hugs for them as well. :)
p/s: Thank you dear, you have been part of my life! I treasure you! XOXO(Still thinking whether should I tell you that I updated my blog..=P)
Reached home about 12 am..I actually enjoyed the whole night messaging. Who??? Haha..my mum..(missing her already ..=( )..My mum, she is so cute, especially those questions she asked me today..funny!! ) Other than my loving mum, of course my dear. I felt so bad..made him waited for me the whole night as he wanted to make sure I arrived home safe, how I wish I can give him a nice big hug..haha..
Actually, during my outing today, I saw 3 guys, all of them wearing the same T-shirt. My ex had the shirt as well. It actually reminded me of him. It was a white T shirt with red and yellow strips. I think red for the collar and some red on the sleeves. I have no idea how is he now, just hope that everything is fine for him. Anyway, past remain as past..I am happy with my present life. =) Learn from my past, and never repeat my mistakes( referring to my bad attitudes, dear David knows me best! =P) Precisely, I have to admit I am a stubborn girl, ego, perhaps with some pride as well..bad bad. So many things happened, within these few months. 360 degrees change for me, my life, my thoughts..a lot..In fact, I actually told myself that I won't blog again..as when I used to blog, it is mostly about sad happenings, about my deep thoughts where I do not have chance to tell them directly to someone, I wrote everything here. When I think again, why should I make my life so pathetic. Somehow, I realised, my life remain as my life...it's my life!!! Why restrict myself from blogging because of one person? Right? Again, I log in, start writing nonsense and crapping again..( Gosh, wonder what would my dear think if he reads my blog, I think it's like a 5 year old kid blogging to him, he can write really good articles, proud of him! Muahaha, unlike me =( . However, I enjoy myself writing in this way, sort of talking to myself..scary?? XD
It's getting late, so many things in my mind I wanted to share, but I dont have time to really write.. maybe one day..one day..when? No idea..=p . Seriously, I really need to thank David for what I am today, he has been guiding me a lot in my life. He made a lot of changes to my life, taught me about life..Life is definitely not easy, but I am blessed to have him. Since the beginning, I gave him a lot of problems, small and big, but not even once he complained..not even once!! He was always by my side when I have problems, giving me warmth, care, love..almost unconditional love..I feel his care for me, every second..how I feel my world is full of happiness and care..^^ Thanks dear! I wish, I can make him happy each day, sharing his burdens like how he shares mine. Every little things in relationship matters..to my friends out there, don't neglect those small little things. It plays an important role as it shows how much you care, how much u love. * love*
Hmm, I have to stop here, still have to study. Will come back later in few days time to update my life! =) Wonder how is Xin Yan doing nowadays..Shin Yu, Yee Lin...miss them..Wish them all the best! Hugs for them as well. :)
p/s: Thank you dear, you have been part of my life! I treasure you! XOXO(Still thinking whether should I tell you that I updated my blog..=P)
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